It’s a strange thing, feelings…it can strengthen you, or cripple you. I’ve seen people fall in love and then get hurt. And yet they say “it was worth it” and agree to go through all that all over again. This is dedicated to love songs, ccd, and long chats..
You were my strength and my smile But you let me fall You had my heart, my soul My breath, my mind, my all. As the clouds eclipse the moon You left me alone in the rain I lift my head to the crying sky It gently washes away my pain. Seasons come and pass on by All the wounds heal with time I got no regrets from my past I’m glad for a while that you were mine. All the wrongs that we had done All the screams and all the tears They seem to not matter now And I seem to not fear. Although trust and faith were broken Like a drug its in my vein After all the lessons learnt I would still want to love again.
if anyone asks me what a relationship is i can go on discussing pros cons wants desires turn ons turn offs...but honestly i dont know what it truly is. i think i'll be bad at it cuz there's a part of me which doesnt want to belong to anyone. and then there's a lil part which wants to know for once how it feels to belong. the conflict inside me has just been let out and so im sharing this composition today. i wrote it in school, class 9. i was not in any relationships and no i have not been ditched, betrayed or dumped. yet i know you'll question me why i write such stuffs..well thats the mystery..
I close my eyes when I see a glass Afraid to look at myself I don’t know what I have become But I don’t need any of your help.
Don’t ask me to share myself I got no stories to tell I’ve closed my heart long ago Emotions drag you to hell.
I don’t wanna know if u like me No I don’t see a future I’m messed up dealing with present Don’t care about others for sure.
I have a wall around me built No I don’t want u to enter Leave me alone as with me You’re not my emotion’s centre.
Love is lie, to hell with it Never needed never wanna get So overrated is this commitment Get a job, get a life you wont regret.
If I am mean, if I am rude I’m that for a reason Emotions will make you weak Get rid of it with new season.
I may end up with me and all alone Its great, I love myself But I wont be broken, I don’t need fixing I don’t need any f your help.
I look at me in others eyes Feel so trapped inside Afraid to let my guards down In my shadows I hide.
I close my eyes and feel him there Someone somewhere for me Its just a dream I design To save me from misery.
I try to freeze my bleeding heart dunno why it hurts I’ve never been hurt in reality But still I keep falling apart.
I wanna be saved from drowning myself Wanna be saved from me Deeper and deeper I hide my emotions Hateful I try to be.
I dunno why I am so Why cant I let myself out There’s a part of me which wants love While the other fills me with doubt.
Two shades of me I live with It seems I love to hate Tearing myself from inside I let darkness rules my fate.
she closes her eyes and it scares her demons of her past come haunting she shivers and reaches out but the emptiness around is so taunting. No one there to hold her close To make her feel safe tonight The shadows keep calling her name She fights back with all her might.
He sits alone staring blank Thoughts playing on his mind He thinks of her being all alone He’s more cruel to her than kind. He doesn’t know why he treats her so Though he needs her and loves her more than breath But the beast comes out when he feels her Slowly strangling her to her death.
Twenty five years its been They lived and loved forever more Smiles and cheers lighting their faces With dark eyes and their crumbling core. Love was just a sadist’s show While reality tore them from inside Abuses and curses bruised their hearts Which their rings and vows did hide.
I see them smile, see them cry Roses and thorns side by side They promise eternity always To spread their love far and wide. They scream in pain and force a smile Uproot the flowers and kill the dove They poison each others lives I smile and ask, do you feel the love?